Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Dark Perception


Life... Let me tell you about life. This world is a cruel and dark place, where no one gets along and if they do it's an incentive. People always trying to hurt you. We live in a world filled with enemies. Everyone is dark, some people's dark side stronger than others. The only light is in my heart. I just want to be alone, a world created just for me, and no one else. Cause everytime you let someone in, sooner or later they try to hurt you, and I can't get hurt anymore. No family, no friends, nobody at all. If I could I would live only for myself, trust only myself, and love only myselkf. I don't care for anyone, it makes me stronger. You know what brung me through my darkest pain, not the people around me, but the mentality I have, the mentality that no one really cares or knows how I feel, Why do they pretend? It's because of their incentive. But the turth is inevitable, my heart amd my mind changes. I only want to be surrounded by myself, and all those who dares to try and hurt me, let them try and suffer the consequenses. Im always nice holding in what everyone says, think and does. I am constantly underestimated by the size of my container, people overestimated the size of their vessel and underestimating mine, well my patience is running thin, Im tire of waiting , I want to be free of this shell that's containing me me. This is my way, and for everyone who let people take advantage of them, and don't do anything, they are pathetic, and trapped in a never ending cycle of bullyingm and I wouldn't risk anything to save them. Nothing at all.

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